Sometimes I feel like I am back at square one with God. I hate to admit that but I am sure I am not the only one who feels that way. Deep down the love is always there but the desire has faded at times.
I can pinpoint my problem easily. I allow myself to often to let the cares of life bother me. Instead of allowing these issues to bring me to my knees, I take them into my own hands. That is where we get ourselves in trouble is when WE try to fix things instead of giving the problems to the Lord.
I am so tired of letting myself getting to this point. Does it happen often? No. But I never want it to happen. I wish I was a person that could just let things roll off my shoulders and not worry about it. But that is not who I am.
Maybe some of this could be me entering a new stage in my life. I feel like a lot of me is changing but I am scared of what it could mean eventually. What direction could the Lord be leading Kevin and I in?
So I now have to take a stand and change the areas that I know need it most! Starting with my mind and my eyes. I need to stop watching others and allowing their actions to affect my views. I need to dive into the word with a desire more than ever. Lastly but most importantly I need to rebuild a relationship with God through lots of prayer.
God is good!
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Yes, we all have been there and probably more than once. *hugs* You have the right attitude about it. Getting in the Word and prayer will make you feel refreshed again.
I think we all get there. I know I do, I go through phases, I've struggled with my relationship with Christ a lot over the past two years. If it's any constellation, I think you have an amazing relationship with God. It sure seems that way :)
I do think you have the right thoughts about fixing things. It's good that you see the areas that are causing you issues. Getting into the word is always an amazing feeling! *hugs*
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